"There's a part of me that wants to let him in but then I feel myself put this wall up and I don't understand why......Despite everything he's suffered he can still look at life in the most uncomplicated way. I've never known that kind of faith. It makes me sad that people who have lost everything can still be open to love while I, who have lost nothing, am not."

and that was how she lived her life...

"Sometimes you have something you need to say but you can't because the words won't come out or you get scared or you feel stupid, so if you could write a song and sing it then you could say what you need to say and it would be beautiful and people would listen and you wouldn't make a complete idiot out of yourself, but all of us can't be songwriters so some of us will never be able to say what we're thinking or what we want other people to know that we're thinking so we'll never get the chance to make things right again ever."




"Reality has absolutley no place in our world."
Maria